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[28 Jun 2006|04:14pm] |
clearly i royally fucked up this lj to no return.
and at first it didnt bother me but now it does.
so add this one instead.
alliesim
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[26 Jun 2006|07:49pm] |
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clearly im sickly talented i can ride a bike on nothing but a rope. thats a weight under it keeping it stable its not attached to it. you're jealous. thats a skybike btw. i rode it in philly i went with my parents and it was a waste of my time because we went to see temple university and its surrounded by one of the worst ghettos in the whole country. we all knew that. i knew they would never let me go there. and we went ANYWAY god fucking damnit. i wouldnt be so pissed if the trip was any good. it SUCKED. my family faught the whole time. oh joy. anyway camp starts on thursday and im actually pretty excited. leave stuff.
its not a lie if you believe it. its no mistake if its always repeated.♥
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| where are you? and im so sorry. i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight. |
[21 Jun 2006|07:05pm] |
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today was AWESOMEEEEE. i was sapposed to go into town with heather in our pointe shoes. but then it got too hot for the pointe shoes so we nixed that idea. then we went to bobbyos and ran into becky, matty hotch, and ryan selock. becky had to go home but me heather ryan and matt walked the 2 mile treck to starbucks cause were that cool and that obsessed. we ended up at the park afterwords and took sicksickpics. basicly i should hang out with these people more often. i guess what im figuring is this summer is about losing those who bring me down, and sticking to those who make me smile. and today DEFINTELY MADE ME SMILE. pics? of course.
( we'll wish this never ends. )
like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight.♥
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[13 Jun 2006|02:05pm] |
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heyy so this past weekend was recital weekend. amazing of course. if you wanna see pics their on my dotphoto. my mom rele wants me to quit cause we cant afford dance anymore and i thought i was ok with it but after this weekend i realized im REALLY not after the last show i cried hysterically, and those of you who know me know i dont cry easily ESPECIALLY not in public god so yea i love my normettes they made this weekend amazing. we were awesome girls love you<33 i dont know just being in the spotlight giving everything i got in front of people ive never met, theres not better rush. i need that in my life. really badly.
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[28 May 2006|12:08pm] |
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heyy losers. yesterday i went to the mall with slo and then we went back to her house and just went crazy. it was awesome, havent had that much fun in a long long time. i really dont have much to say i just wanted to show off pics haha. yea we're whore bags we know :)
( you're always made up )
and i know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic but when i say let's keep in touch i really mean i wish that you'd grow up.♥
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| bottle up old love. throw it out to sea. |
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ive given up on the making my lj pretty for now. basically cause ive been lazy. suprising? not really. i havent taken many pictures lately. thats my senior portrait. facinating i know. one of the many. my personal favorite. anyway lifes been ok i guess. everyone was talking about superlatives. ryan says i should be most talkative. sure why not, vote for me for that haha, ps if you want something tell me i have no clue who to vote for what so i might as well help people get what they want. oh btw i have to sing the national anthem at the memorial day parade on monday wooo[i guess] lol. this is basically just a "yea im still alive & really bored" entry i dont have to much to say. oh except camp starts in about a month, my recitals are in 2 weeks, im visiting towson and delaware at the end of june, oh and this is my scheudle for next year as of now [yea i saw it cause me and ms payne are tight .. haha jk shes one of the few people who've known me for more than 10 minutes and still call me alexandra..]
1. AP Enviormental Science - Clark
2. AP ES Lab / Gym - ?
3. Statistics - ?
4. AP Gov - Verdi
5. SCALE English - YANNIE!
6. Fall: World War II & Holocaust - ? / Spring: Digital Photo - Cardo
7. LUNCH woot havent had a normal everyday lunch since 8th grade haha
8. AP Psychology - Larochester .. i totally made up that spelling
9. Senior Seminar - Larochester / Musical Theater - Kroupa DUR
yea thats all i got woo.
please just dont play with me my paper heart will bleed this wait for destiny wont do be with me please i beseech you.♥
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| with dark eyes and careless hair you were fashionably sensetive but too cool to care. |
[13 May 2006|04:22pm] |
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hey look thats me! nah i lied. thats actually andrea pretending to be me. shes pretty good at it though right? i think we had a sub in physics that day. or it might have been one of the ap days where half that class was gone and we did absolutely nothing. who knows. anyway.. ap us is over, sats are over[till fall anway] and schools alright. summers getting closer and im not dreading it so much anymore. i think even tho cait'll be gone ill be ok, well only if i see her like every weekend haha. me and ryan went to a college fair on wednesday. so many ppl from our school went lol, and all the schools im looking at were there which is good WOO. well heres my school breakdown, as of now anyway cause you all know me and you all know this is always changing.
reach.
university of delaware.
university of maryland-college park.
good fit[maybe]
university of massachusetts-amherst.
university of connecticut.
suny albany.
suny buffalo.
suny new paltz.
temple university.
towson university.
safteys.
suny cortland.
suny fredonia.
alrighty thatll prob change cause im me and im always changing my mind. im visiting delaware in june, excitied much? definitely. only bad part? i have to wait a few extra days till the make up orientation to find out my group for the summer since im going to udel the weekend of the actual orientation. peace<3
incase you failed to notice, incase you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.♥
EDIT: my mom said uconn's not an option so thats off, and suny oswego, suny oneonta, and pennstate we're added as of the day after i wrote this .. told you things are always changing..
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[05 May 2006|06:35pm] |
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april 29 2006
what 8 months can do to a tan. [none the less we are incredibly cute duh.] oh how i need you now summer. like now. ap us exam today. id like to thank ryan, mr clark, lisa shah, and kevin. the only 4 reasons i knew anything on the test today. and id like to thank ginty for not teaching us anything after 1900.. yeah.. he said the bulk of the test would be the 1800s, 1800s my ass it was barely there, and we spent a month or 2 on jackson all for one measley question on him, thank you ginty. i think i should be paid because i did his job and taught myself. oh my. btw sats tommorw. shoot me now. after the exam we got to leave school at like 12 and krysia drove me and kristen to taco hut and then we went to starbucks and kristens casa and somewhere between there we just parked somewhere and chilled out cause we're that cool. yea i love them lots.
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[30 Apr 2006|01:00pm] |
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yesterday was junior prom woot. it was pretty fun. spent most of the day watch one tree hill season one on dvd. [all the classic naley firsts are in season 1 so that all makes me quite happy] then i went to preprom at morgans as diana and karyn managed to squeeze theyre way in to every single flipping picture even the they didnt go to prom haha. then we went to prom which was fun. alyssa and travis were king and queen. danced alot. found it a tad bit strange we were in our gym and i just couldnt shake that feeling. the whole night was very sureal. it was fun tho. then we went to q-zar. we played promers vs non promers + vic [aka non promers are ppl who didnt feel like comming to prom and wanted to play lazer tag, so pretty much the teams were me, ryan, sam, beth, christine, pete, jonathan, and jesse vs karyn, diana, suzie, victoria, jen, anthony, john, and mackett.] lazertag was fun. so yea heres some picsss. btw this is only like a small sample of the pics, all of them are on dotphoto and i think theyres 77, and here i have 19 lol.
( the truth is that ive never fallen so hard. )
i had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes to a whole new world that had since been in disguise.♥
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[22 Apr 2006|11:59pm] |
i willfully hang out with my cousins cause they're amazing. try it sometime. ♥
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| satellite feeds my eyes tonight but i dont want to sit around anymore. |
[22 Apr 2006|02:27pm] |
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spring breaks been pretty good. wednesday i went to vic's and just chilled there with her jon and ryan, watched breakfast at tiffanys, played truth or dare on the trampoline, then went to see shes the man GOTTA LOVE THAT MOVIE it owns. then we went back to jons house to watch south park and sex and the city. thursday i hung out with jen. we walked to town and then she came over and made me watch the oc EW im scared for life. yesterday i went to the mall with megan and nicole and that was fun because i dont normally hang out with them and i rele enjoyed it. we're seeing stick it together next friday becaues we're that amazing. we went to sam goody and got new cds soley because they were a dollar each. i got let go and toby lightman. let go is my new favorite band. and get this I GOT STUFF. 2 shirts, 2 cds, a bag, a hair clip, and 2 pairs of flip flops. i never buy stuff when i go shopping unless madre is there lol. i have a new fave starbucks drink too. shaken passion iced tea lemonade babyyyy. its good shit i promise, and for those non-coffee ppl this is rele good! last nite i went to abees for liz's bday. obv i sat with ryan, lisa shah, and sheila cause drama ppl own my life. that was pretty fun. we ran into some of the cool drama frosh which was cool. then i went back to ryans house and watched harold and kumar haha. tonite im volenteraly hanging out with my cousins haha go me. anyway heres some pics sukkahhsss.
( so determined its a certain irony )
i want to stare but i know its no joke, your out of hope but dont let go of the rope.♥
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[18 Apr 2006|11:58pm] |
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I GOT MY HAIR CUT LIKE MY CURLS?!?!?!?!?!? yea first of all happy spring break :) no school till monday thank god even tho my report card is expected to arive anyday now thats NOT gonna be pretty. i slept over my grandma's last week and went to tanta;s for passover. that was alright. my new boyfriend is my cousin kurt cause hes so adorabe. yea hes 8. im not disgusting i promise. anyway then saturday i went to gam's house for papa's bday, then sunday was easter went to taylors and that was pretty fun, loved seeing the cousins again, of course all my aunts wanted to talk about was college, figures. monday i didnt do much till later when i went to jon's house with ryan and they tortued me with south park. all that crap like south park, family guy, drawn together i only watch with them and its so bad haha anyway today mommy took me and colby into work with her which was pretty boring and then at 5ish mommy took us over to ouidad which is a salon in the city special for peeps with curls and clearly THEY FIXED MY HAIR hopefully me and the 90568034968 products i baught there can duplicate what they did lol. after i got home i went to ryans. heres some pics cause i decided i was cool enough to model. oh adn all the buildings is my moms new building as of next week its nice huh?
( gaurenteed to blow your mind anytime. )
to avoid complications she never kept the same address, in conversations she spoke just like a baroness.♥
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[09 Apr 2006|08:20pm] |
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I RIPPED MY PANTS AT THE CAST PARTY!!!!!!!!! yea im speical i know dont wanna talk about it lmfao..
FAME'S OVER! goodbye stage. goodbye senoirs. goodbye fame. its all so sad but fame was amazing the run was great, all the rehursals were amazing. if you didnt see it you rele missed out. and on saturday dr marsh[our superintendent] came on stage to talk about the stage closing and we were all hystrical and we preformed the song "there she goes/fame" again and it was sapposed to be just out of character fun and honestly i was so flustered i forgot how to do the dance anyway so it just became good fun lol i rele dont know whatelse to say about it besides the fact it was by far the most amazing show to hit that stage, but lemme tell ya my senior show better top it lol, btw my award at the cast party was "the cast of fame proudly presents the award of cast extra genetalia to allie 'can i have them back now?' sim" which is the officers way of telling ryan he has no balls and for those of you who werent aware ryan is one of the officers, some of the awards were terrible but some of them were some of the best awards ive ever heard lol anyway heres somepics!!
( i just wanna love you. )
i always said that i would make mistakes im only human and thats my saving grace.♥
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[31 Mar 2006|08:04pm] |
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isnt that pic cute??? its from the mama mia trip. anyway this week was ehh. as is everyotherweek but YEA wednesday was the mama mia trip. the show was ehh the trip itself was pretty fun. the girl who taught us the dancing queen dance at the workshop was the worst teacher of all time. she was an AMAZING dancer dont get me wrong but teaching is NOT her thing no way haha. then we went to applebees and i sat with jen, vic, diana v, mackett, steph, stef lo, sam, and diana r. theyre nuts haha since diana and vic asked for pickles and i asked for a refill they hated us and we got ice cream last and it was already melted haha. the show SUCKED. except for the act one finale and the finale of the whole show which were both ironiclly AMAZING. its a fun show dont get me wrong but from the perspective of someone whos very into musical theater its a peice of crap lol. someone whos not rele into theater but is just looking for a good time will enjoy it and apparently they're doing something right cause sales are doing pretty damn well for it. FAME OPENS IN 6 DAYS ::cries:: im so nervous and excited and anxious oh my! fyi im seeing rent on sunday with dance and we're taking a hip hop class AND i got an 84 on my transcendentalism test in english. thats one class im not completely bombing haha anyway heres some mama mia pics mi loves..
( if you need me you know ill be there. )
im sinking slowly so hurry hold me your hand is all i have to keep me hanging on please can you tell me so i can finally see where you go when you're gone.♥
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prom dress much? i love it. im wearing it with red flats, a red chocker with a flower on it, red earings, and a red ribbon in my hair. oh prom haha. last night was alex's sweet16. pics on dotphoto. ive had so much hair drama lately. im on the verge of shaving it cause im so sick of it. my moms gonna take me to this special place in the city for ppl with curly hair so i can learn how to get my hair to calm the fuck down cause my hair is SO DAMN THICK its nasty as fuck. lately i have trouble looking in a mirror without crying. its kinda pathetic. someone please slap me. good news? fame opens in 11 days. i absolutely cant wait. its gonna be amazing and by far the best show to hit that stage and what a way to say good bye to my home. for those of you who dont know the theater is getting renovated and as excited as i am my home is being destroyed in a way as well. anyway heres an amazing quote from the show that is pretty much the reason kroupa picked fame and it sums up our lives right now lol..
"we're the last class to graduate from this dumb, drafty, wonderful building. i wonder whats gonna happen to it. i wonder whats gonna happen to us."
oh fame.
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FAME OPENS IN 12 DAYS ::dies:: im so fucking excited. you better be there. this week was pretty good. there were parent teacher confrences but my mom spaced about them THANK GOD! that day was a half day and me and shah went to town then went to jfk and STILL had 2 hours till drama started so we decided to go back to school and make trouble hehe. today was the sitzprobe for drama where we sit down and sing through EVERYSINGLESONG with the orcestra it was long and boring but whatevs a pretty laxed rehursal if you ask me. oh and i cant do this lift thing cause im too fat YAY three cheers for having choreopgraphy changed to fit my largeness :) oh and tonites alex's sweet16 WOOT CANT WAIT havent been to one since caits which was waywayway back haha.
we have arrived at a moment in our lives when the future passes into our hands. we can find out are we really strong enough to fufill what the future demands. ♥
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[19 Mar 2006|01:49pm] |
stole this from rani..
ANSWER USING ONLY SONG TITLES
Band Name - Relient K
1. Who are you?
I'm Lion-O
2. What do you look like?
Nancy Drew
3. What's your secret?
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
4. What do you want to be?
The Thief
5. What can you do?
Let it All Out
6. What can't you do?
Maintain Consciousness
7. Where do you live?
Down in Flames
8. What is love?
Sadie Hawkins Dance
9. What is friendship?
Gibberish
10. What are you afraid of?
The Truth
12. What would you do with a million dollars?
Breakfast at Timpani's
13. What would you tell the one who loves you?
Be My Escape
14. What would you tell your enemies?
My Way or The Highway
15. What do you want to do?
Breakdown
16. Where do you want to be?
College Kids
18. What questions do you ask?
What Have You Been Doing Lately?
19. What advice would you give?
The Only Thing Worse Than Beating a Dead Horse Is Getting On One
20. What mistakes do you make?
Over Thinking
21. What do people think or say about you?
More Than Useless
22. What do you want?
Staples
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heyheyhey. this week has been alright. i took edith hamilton again and i think i brooke 80 WWOOOOTT!!! friday i had a trip to some french cooking school where we made some pretty crappy things, except for the cheeze puffs those were good haha. hey it beats school so fame opens in 3 WEEKKS am i gonna advertise it here? obviously...
COME SEE FAME
april 6, 7, and 8
@7:30 pm at bhs
$5 for students&seniors
$7 for adults
BE THERE!!!
sorry i had to. anyway yesterday was character day. this is a day in drama where you dress up as your character and have to be in character all day and kroupa and other peeps try to break you and figures kroupa broke me ::cries:: goeiruiorgudfogudsogs anyway everyone had great costumes and OMFG the costume people FINALLY CAME im shocked too .. well this week my parents got theyre bedroom floor redone and starting tommorow we're getting our bathroom redone FINALLY!!!!!!! even tho starting tommorow we need to shower in the depths of hell aka my basement bathroom, ew. peaceoutgirlscouts ;)
but you’re waiting at the door where everybody’s hanging out just like they hung out before you didn’t have to do it but you did it to say that you didn’t have to do it but you would anyway.♥
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fyi thats pablo penelope and juanita. me krysia and kristen have bear party's with them everyday tehe. dont you love the postition theyre in :) ..
first of all HAPPY 6TH MONTHS RYAN. i love you<33. so anyway this has been an interesting week. kroupa getting sick, playing dress up in the disco room, VERY angry 11th grade honors students, and THE FULL MONTY tehehe. anyway schools been alright, i started my sat class this week which i think is gonna be pretty good and theres someone in my class that i was starring at the whole time cause i feel like i know him but now i think i know who he is but im not 100% sure WEIRD MUCH so theres that and then ohhhhh my edith hamilton! for those of you who arent aware all the 11th grade honors english kids have to take an "edith hamiton" test after they read a big book she wrote about mythology. this is the hardest test we will probally take all year. anyway. some dumbasses who shall not be named had tests from a few years ago that were EXACTLY like the tests we took today and mrs yansick found out someway or another, how im not sure there are 34985834 rumors flying around about that part maybe theyre all true or maybe none of them are true and only mrs yansick knows how she REALLY found out. i guess we'll never know. anyway we all had to retake it the next day with no warning and EVERYONES grade dropped i know mine dropped from 80s to a 32 and im so scared shes gonna think i cheated when i didnt i did see the tests but not till AFTER i actually took it. UGH drama drama drama. anyway because of the rumors there are a bunch of people that everyone in 11th grade honors detests at this moment. AND we're taking a 3rd edith hamilton test next week. DRAMA!!!!!! anyway on a happier note i saw the full monty at cap yesterday with ryan, matt, gabby, katie, and andrew beck. andrew's dad was apparently in it AND he was in goodfellas, law and order, a bronx tale and on and on and on lol. so anyway the full monty was GREAT i suggest you go see it so anyway for any of you who know the show you know that they all have nothing but a police cap covering themselves and when they drop them the lights become so bright they blind you BUT last night there was somekind of malfunction[thank you steve hahaha] and we saw EVERYTHING oh my =O that was interesting. anyway heres some pics from the week tehe.
( all i know is i love ya kid. )
like the breeze off the river everytime i see your face and its strange but farmilliar like a map of a better place and sometimes i feel like i live in a shadow.♥
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